These 4 walls have held me prisoner,
Lying in bed in my sweater.
Staring at the ceiling whole night,
Got no energy left to fight.
Tears rolling down my cheek,
There's nothing left in life that I seek.
Unaware of what's happening in the outside,
I have so much to tell, yet all I do, is hide.
There's a big secret i've been carrying,
But scared, that people won't understand my feelings.
I wish she said : "I love you no matter what",
But all that came out, was "i'm so embarrassed you're like that". Everyone says, time only knows how to heal,
Feels like magic, I don't know if this is even real.
Leaving this life, seems like the only option,
But I care too much about people's emotion.
Light became my enemy and darkness, my friend,
How I wish, I could put all this to an end.