YOU THINK YOU KNOW BEST.... Have you ever had desire burning so deeply inside you for something that you’ve done just about anything to get the thing you want?
For me, that was my husband.
After my divorce, I was lost when it came to dating. I mean, I met my ex when I was 19 at a bar. The whole dating game had changed and I was a fish out of water.
I tried online dating for 3 years. Going out sometimes on 2-3 dates a week.
Each time I met someone, I kept thinking “maybe he’s the one”... only to be ghosted 👻. I started to lose hope. I compromised some of my values thinking that no good men existed and I would have to change to make it happen. That this was just the way it was going to be. That I was going to have to settle.
My plans and actions caused me to go through a ton of pain and I was a HOT MESS for a couple of years.
Until I got tired. I knew God placed a promise on my heart for a husband. Yet, I wasn’t trusting him to fulfill that promise.
So I quit. For 3 months.
In that time I started focusing on myself. I surrendered my life to Jesus and became a Christian in November 2014.
3 months later I walked to Victoria Park and met my husband, Curtis. A man so perfectly suited for me in every way that God is the only explanation for us coming together.
God - 3 months or Jen - 3 years 😳
Is there something you’re not trusting God with?
Let him do the work. He knows what’s best for you, in HIS timing.
Double tap if you feel this ❤️👇🏻