DON'T ATTACH YOURSELF
I live in North you live in South. Regardless of great distance, maybe, just maybe, we already met each other in the middle of our dreams once, twice or maybe never. Maybe, while I was standing in front of other people trying to have good conversations, you were just right behind my back talking with your friends too. However that was just all, possibilities. All can be, maybe yes, or maybe no. But, one thing is certain. We are just random faces among the masses for each other.
Without knowing what will happen the next day, there you are, standing in front of me with your hand held open ready to hold mine. We exchanged names and there, we made a bond that I thought was inseparable--friendship.
All the small talks and long conversations, all the songs you sang for me was so unforgettable. It was like a dream that came to life. The friendship that I longed for is right in front of me.
Yet, as my heart drew closer and closer to this friendship, you pushed me back. That was very mystifying. You were so scared back then of how I may leave you . You were so scared of being always left behind that you left first. You pushed me back hard that I left my heart near your walls, failing, crying, and shattered. You punched me back to my comfort zone, confused, terrified, and lost. I was trying hard for the friendship that we had, but how can I hold on to it if you already let go. You made me feel that I was that kind of friend to be treasured like gold yet you treated me like trash.
Now, I'm scared of making friends again. Really scared of being left again. Better from the start, if you had a plan of leaving me, you should've not attached yourself to me. 💙💛 #ig #instagram #instagood #quotes #igercebu #igpost #nba #foodphotography #music #instapic #philippines #picoftheday #pictures #musicstudio #instavibes #show #lakersnation #lakeshow #foodie #musicislife #foodislife #igpost