In life there are so many struggles, some people give their best in everything still remain unlucky. Whether it's trying to fit properly in the friend's circle by developing the habits they have got or trying to find a job or the personal matters revolving around the relationship issues with family or close ones.
I know that you're sick of going through this. I know how it feels to be rejected every single time when you want to keep trying. The rejection fades away from your motivation. To live and to hope for things to get better. Life is uncertain on many things. Sometimes you get what you may not deserve, you go through hell for something that wasn't your fault.
I know how it feels to keep trying with a dead soul inside hoping somewhere something works out well for you. But like they say a small spark could bring fire, the same way if not anyone else, i believe you'll come back stronger and keep trying. Even if you've got no hope left, you'll continue to give your best in everything.
In life you got to accept failures too, keep trying to push your ahead, one day you'll turn fortunes in your favour, that day you'll feel proud to have been through a tough time and achieved something in life and you'll realise the value of it as it hasn't come to you so easily - @evenfallpoetry