Excited and with a happy heart I replied...
I knew I was digging my own grave when I gave in and replied but..
I wanted to try again, to feel loved again.
It was so complicated, It wasn't supposed to happen but I forced it.
Fake love, is it better than not really feeling love at all?
Fake love, that's okay.. only if you're faking it as well.
But I was not. It was all so real for me.
He was not. The person I see is someone who I wanted him to be.
Am I in love? or just enjoy the feeling of having someone there?
Someone who would waste time with me, talk nonsense.
Someone who would send me cute selfies.
Someone who would laugh at my corny jokes.
Someone who would be there.
He tried, at least I thought he was trying.
I just don't know why.
Was it really love?
I was easy, vulnerable. Damn! I gave him my all.