🤷🏻♀️Long Post; #sorrynotsorry ; •
Guess what? Here’s a little story about how I went from happy to crushed in a matter of 10 minutes. •
I weighed 189 pounds on October 26th; also the day I met my boyfriend. I fell in love on November 7th. December 12th I quit drinking and smoking completely. On January 1st, 2020, I started on my weight loss journey. Yesterday, on February 22nd, he left me. Out of nowhere. One minute we are at Walmart, 10 minutes later I’m walking to my car sobbing with a broken heart. Today, I weigh 169.8 pounds, so I would say what I’m doing is working for my health. ——
He left me because I “changed”. Yes, I did. I broke 3 addictions. Alcohol, cigarettes and food. I realized that they were doing no positives for me. I realized, if I wanted to be happy with myself, I had to do it. So, I’m sorry that I “changed”. I’m sorry that I realized I have been hurting myself and needed to do something about it. You said you would always support me and be there; but when things got a little tough, you’re out. ——👇🏼
Exes are exes for a reason; it’s MY turn to be selfish. 2020 is going to be my year. I’m going to hit my goal, continue down the path of “changing”. Because if you can’t support my change, get out of my way. Thank you for leaving me, I wouldn’t have been strong enough to walk away. But now, I’m sure as hell strong enough to get my ass in gear and SHOW everyone that thinks I can’t, that I WILL.
—— RANT OVER #hedoesntcare #support #weightlossjourney #single #singleswag #brookfield #selfish #womenempowerment #womenempoweringwomen #empoweredwomenempowerwomen #walkaway #ican #whatcanisay #love #heartbroken #brokenheart #notsupportive #supportive #addiction #addicted #breakbadhabits #badhabits #gymgirl #goals #myyear #2020goals #letsgo #letsdothis #wheremygirlsat